Actually I have 2 dogs and 1 cat (they are just ά common pet, not the classy one). And I love them so much.


Sam & Pinsch



I wonder how could ƴøυ talk, laugh and smile at and act as if ƴøυ care while ƴøυ don’ †? How could ƴøυ hide all hatred in ƴøυ and pretending as if ƴøυ supporting me?

How could ƴøυ in detail, remember each words I said and catch them for later ƴøυ use as ά lance to hurt my heart?

And I’m seriously hurt, really…

I never know what’s in your heart. I trusted ƴøυ and believed that ƴøυ care. No ƴøυ don’ †. Ƴøυ think by gossiping behind my back making ƴøυ loved by those, ƴøυ think by saying bad things about me making ƴøυ be glorified by them.

Honestly, I feel $ℴґґ¥ for ƴøυ. They aren’ † as stupid as ƴøυ thought. People, no matter educated or not, they know how to judge. They know which is right or wrong, and they know that ƴøυ’re full of bullshit.

They are now laughing at ƴøυ, avoiding ƴøυ and I should be happy for this. But no… I’m still hurt. I hurt because Ƴøυ have eliminated my trust, ƴøυ killed this familiarity and ƴøυ grow ά hate in my heart. And forever, I will never trust ƴøυ.

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I’m out of idea of what things should I grumble about. The widget “Blogs I Follow” is just hit my mind. So here, I attached this widget on the right side of my blog. Firstly I tried to make it appear “List” but “Grid” is much cool tho’. My blog is much prettier now (yay !!! 🙂 )

Ok, this is for you…
What a shame cause  WordPress allowed 50 blogs to be displayed only, so I can’t put it all here.  If there’s another way to make it more than 50 on this widget, just let me know …. 😉 Continue reading


Have you ever or how often ƴøυ seen ά beautiful girl along with her gorgeous fashion style sitting not far from ƴøυ, talking enthusiastic to her friends and only ƴøυ who realize that she wearing underpants which it’s drawstrings lace is torned and there’s a few little holes appeared around it?

I saw one last night, when I sitting infront my store and there’re two girls chatting vibrantly. One of them sat backs to me and there, I saw her underpants popped up among her short shirt which was upraised because she sat while bending too low.

I really wanted to take ά picture of it, but I didn’ †. The reason is: she would get angry as she know that I was about expossed her underpants, and she will (for sure) know it ’cause my phone camera cannot be set into silent and it always making sound everytime I taking picture. So I didn’ † take the pic of her pants.

She didn’ † realize it at all that she is exhibiting thing which is 180 degree contrary with her metropolis style. What was in her mind before she left her house? That people will not see her torned underpants?

Why was that?
That people only concerned about their outer side and neglecting the inner side?

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I feel April this year is different with previous. I don’ † know why, it just different. It is like I lose someone I love so much, it is like I’m nobody, It is like I’m going to broke!

This is what I feel in this early April.
I feel ••• ••• ••• LONELY.